21 June 2010

This is not a vacation. It's a 'run-through' of what could be a fun and leisurely vacation. Doesn't help that mother tends to do whatever she wants, father follows, so I end up feeling alone and a little neglected. Father especially stops listening and interrupts almost constantly when mother's around. I do nothing right anymore; nothing mentioned is acceptable, and everything else is not given attention or response. This is too tiring and stressful. Do they not see that i'm not sole perpetrator of the strain and that behavioural conditioning does not work when I'm not rewarded and convinced that they just don't care? This trip is not being fun. I'm sight seeing, but there's no appreciation of it.

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