■ What If You Spoke Like You Commented?
■ Jack? Is keeping his baby
Artist, Song: Madonna - Papa Don't Preach
Fandom: Torchwood, Doctor Who
Mpreg. (Hey, Jack insinuated about that before...)
Oh, and BTW, mpreg in the news. We'll see if it's fake tomorrow, on Fool's Day.
26 March 2008
21 February 2008
13 February 2008
I am ridiculous. Thinking that the place I should write it down here, get it out, something, is more of a ridiculous notion. Writing detaches me from my issues, and I really think I've had enough of detachment and avoiding the fucking problem (whatever it is). Logic has told me my own ruined state and that I am really being stupid and so cowardly over everything, thank you. More filing things (feelings) away is not going to quite enough anymore.
I hate having to hold up and be a fucking adult. So much, so much, because I am not one. I don't feel like one, don't want to be one. I just want to be five again. I don't want to stare myself and see every. thing. that went wrong, that I messed up, that I must carry the burden of, that I ran away from, that I cheated out of.
Yet, having lived two decades (a fact that cannot be reversed), I would hate to be helpless and be unwillingly dependent.
I thought I was fine. I thought I have gotten over things, forgotten and filed away. I though I wasn't so deeply entrenched then. After all, calling things off was easy. So easy. It was the best thing to be done for all. I still stand by my decision then, but the poison dug and burrowed deeper than I expected.
And it so casually prods and tugs on designated days.
Impulsive drowning and projecting, I know, is not the cure. But it helps. Oh it helps so much.
恋や思う存分からの幸せの貪欲は溢れているよ。
Another Side. John Barrowman.
I am so fucking pathetic.
I hate having to hold up and be a fucking adult. So much, so much, because I am not one. I don't feel like one, don't want to be one. I just want to be five again. I don't want to stare myself and see every. thing. that went wrong, that I messed up, that I must carry the burden of, that I ran away from, that I cheated out of.
Yet, having lived two decades (a fact that cannot be reversed), I would hate to be helpless and be unwillingly dependent.
I thought I was fine. I thought I have gotten over things, forgotten and filed away. I though I wasn't so deeply entrenched then. After all, calling things off was easy. So easy. It was the best thing to be done for all. I still stand by my decision then, but the poison dug and burrowed deeper than I expected.
And it so casually prods and tugs on designated days.
Impulsive drowning and projecting, I know, is not the cure. But it helps. Oh it helps so much.
恋や思う存分からの幸せの貪欲は溢れているよ。
Another Side. John Barrowman.
I am so fucking pathetic.
28 January 2008
Macrosclarids and Cotyledons
I finally realized the detrimental effects of an undemanding plant biology course has on me. As a warning to all others, I have listed below are several symptoms that may indicate a plant biology course gone wrong:
» Eating sweet peas and think, "thank you macrosclarids and palisade parenchyma for standing up to my poor cooking skills and not go all soft and mushy on me!"
» Eating cashews and think, "mmm...cotyledons....mmm plant babies are yummy."
» Attempting to write erotic drabble on cashews.
» Attempting to write erotic drabble on yogurt.
It is my utmost sincere wish that others would learn a lesson through me and recognize these symptoms before it's too late.
[/nuttiness]
» Eating sweet peas and think, "thank you macrosclarids and palisade parenchyma for standing up to my poor cooking skills and not go all soft and mushy on me!"
» Eating cashews and think, "mmm...cotyledons....mmm plant babies are yummy."
» Attempting to write erotic drabble on cashews.
» Attempting to write erotic drabble on yogurt.
It is my utmost sincere wish that others would learn a lesson through me and recognize these symptoms before it's too late.
[/nuttiness]
27 January 2008
I'm in love.
Can't get enough
Creamy white and smooth skin,
Snippy and tart, but with a soft, yielding body
with just enough sweetness underneath.
I'm in love
With my homemade yogurt.
I promise I'll work on my food erotica poems a little harder next time.
Creamy white and smooth skin,
Snippy and tart, but with a soft, yielding body
with just enough sweetness underneath.
I'm in love
With my homemade yogurt.
I promise I'll work on my food erotica poems a little harder next time.
ArtRec: LOOKLOOKLOOOOOOKIT'SMYGIFTARTANDIT'SAWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Strongest Wind
Gift for:
pcby
Artist:
Rating:: G
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts 2
Characters: Sora
Warnings: None n_n
Artist notes: Brush and pattern are from 77words
Summary:There were a few fandoms I was familiar with, but Kingdom Hearts just stuck out the most. ^^ I tried to sneak around and find out just what PcBY liked as far as KH2 goes, but I fail at ninja-secret santa research. Still, I wanted to make something calming and cheerful! Something that says, "Be strong! Good luck with this coming New Year!". Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I barely squeezed out a couple comments of thank you in the eminent urge to just go ash;fawnmwa,s hawfh wl and explode into a pile of gibbering parts.
I think I feel a little bad for not putting more requests in fear of lack of compatibility...seems like my santa was also a little lost as to how to draw something suitable...oops.
I feel all bubbly inside now. Can't wait until the reveals so I can go stalk my ninja secret santa ♥
Gift for:
pcbyArtist:
Rating:: G
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts 2
Characters: Sora
Warnings: None n_n
Artist notes: Brush and pattern are from 77words
Summary:There were a few fandoms I was familiar with, but Kingdom Hearts just stuck out the most. ^^ I tried to sneak around and find out just what PcBY liked as far as KH2 goes, but I fail at ninja-secret santa research. Still, I wanted to make something calming and cheerful! Something that says, "Be strong! Good luck with this coming New Year!". Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I barely squeezed out a couple comments of thank you in the eminent urge to just go ash;fawnmwa,s hawfh wl and explode into a pile of gibbering parts.
I think I feel a little bad for not putting more requests in fear of lack of compatibility...seems like my santa was also a little lost as to how to draw something suitable...oops.
I feel all bubbly inside now. Can't wait until the reveals so I can go stalk my ninja secret santa ♥
17 January 2008
Bill Clinton at UC Davis.
I was there. The line went all the way round the football soccer field and the ARC, then back at where the like started. Luckily, I was at where the end met the beginning, and when they opened the door, we cut! Good thing I was stupid and went around the lines looking for the end and didn't just line up when I did see the end of the line...
A friend had housemates who started lining up at 4pm, so he was right. in. front. of. Bill. LoL.
I was upstairs, towards the right from Bill's perspective...on the bleachers.
■ abc7news.com: Bill Clinton campaigns at UC Davis
A friend had housemates who started lining up at 4pm, so he was right. in. front. of. Bill. LoL.
I was upstairs, towards the right from Bill's perspective...on the bleachers.
■ abc7news.com: Bill Clinton campaigns at UC Davis
16 January 2008
06 January 2008
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