I really hate feeling so desperate and lonely like this.

I prohibited myself to do everything.

The worst kind of guiltily procrastinating turns everything shitty and ruins every activity.

Dinner tiems!

I still can't believe how steaming chicken in rice is so ridiculously delicious and easy, even after years of doing it.
Also, the asparagus tasted good because it tasted like butter, sesame oil, and fermented tofu. Surely that's not how it's mean to be eaten, though.

The temperature was in the mid-twenties in the evening. Ridiculous.

It's NOVEMBER. NOVEMBER! Girls are still wearing tank tops and shorts, and I'm not layering five layers on top and two on the bottom.

Not that I mind, but it's November! The month before December!

Mrow. So tired. When will I be able to run and not be tired? ′Д`;;;

Cross-post.

Run #4 Seem like I've been running for so long...

2.8mi/4.5km in 35min (4.8mph/7.7kmph), the first stretch (1.1mi/1.8km) in 16 minutes (4.1mph/6.75kmph).

Yeah, I felt more tired and slower, definitely. Was going to run a even smaller loop (~, but didn't figure out were to go beforehand, so only the loop around Northstar park/drainage pond was omitted.Also, met 3 people running/biking opposite direction of me, twice each.

Maybe it's the rather warm and humid weather, but I sweat much more during the run today. And my bruised toe, which was bruised during my first or second run, is hurting again :\ I might have made it worse.  Not sure what's wrong with my posture, but I do feel more cramping on my left foot during running... What's wrong wif meh!?

My subconscious keeps thinking I ran some time between the first and second run, and thus keep numbering my runs wrong.

Run #3 What's this—I'm still running?

3.7mi/6km in 45 minutes (4.9mph/8kmph), first stretch (1.3mi/2.1km) in about 11-12 minutes (6.5mph/10.5kmph)
Finally feel like I'm actually running.
The simultaneous sensation of being thirsty and needing to pee is unpleasant.
Also, picked up a credit card around the complex. Will turn in with rent tomorrow, since I can't exactly find this person on facebook. Actually, I just messaged her. She has an interesting family name..

Run #2 I'm going to get tired of logging this soon

50-55min
3mi/4.5km
3.6mph/5.4kmph

Whut? D: I was running longer stretches, too DDDDD:
Granted my diaphram started hurting towards the middle and forced me to walk for a while...

We skipped over autumn again.

It has gotten cold. My bed isn't warm enough and I shiver frequently now.

Go away, white fat!
Build up, brown fat!

First time jogging in eight years

Total of 6.2mi/10km. 4mph/6.7kmph

And this is what I accomplished in 90 minutes. Kept getting lost, stopped to observe wildlife, and spent 10 minutes of that time to play with Simba the kitty (Kitty #4). Saw a hawk--probably a merlin, lots of Canada geese (and another oddly coloured one...not sure what it is), house finches, 5 cats, maybe 6 or 7 squirrels, etc.

Now I will never walk again. Good thing I have no classes tomorrow and it's predicted to rain. >_>;;;

I figure that I should be able to run on most days if my legs aren't dead and I don't have lab. We'll see about tomorrow and Saturday.

That said, though, I probably jogged 2/3 of that distance, interspersed with walking breaks every 5 minutes or so. So lame.